Just me.

Me. Complicated. Ridiculous. Insignificant. Retarded. Random. Insecure. Overthinking. My flaws. Everyone has them. Can't avoid them.

I am always hard on myself. I blame no one but me. Because i believe, if i take the blame, no one else should have to. Because i believe, that i wont be left alone if i do. Because i believe, that no matter what happens, its always my fault. Why. Why am i so hard on myself. I don't know.

Maybe i should treat myself better.
Maybe i should have more faith in myself.
Maybe i should trust myself more.
Maybe i have to believe, harder.