Maybe sad.

Maybe i'm a little sad.
Sometimes it's too hard to smile.
Sometimes there's nothing to smile about.
What do you do when everyone is moving and you just can't?
I'm stuck.
I don't know what to do.
And you know what?
I don't think i'll ever know what to do.
Sonetimes it's just easier to hide under my covers and ignore everyone.
Sometimes i even ignore myself.
Do you know that was possible?
Because it is.
It's one if my talents.
Ignoring myself.
Maybe i'm a little more than just 'sad'.