Every one of us has different sides to ourselves. One is when we are with our family. One is when we are with our friends. One is when we are alone. When i am alone, i tend to think alot. And the stuff that i think about are deep, dark and dangerous.
Sometimes i wonder. What would life be like if one day, i just suddenly disappeared or died? Would life be changed? Or will it remain the same? Yeah sure. My friends would miss my presence, or maybe not. Still, after awhile, people are just going to forget that i had even existed. And yeah sure, some people will miss me. But then again, sooner or later someone will come along. Someone even better than me. Someone with better qualities than me. Someone who can make you all smile more than i ever did. Will you still remember me? Friends will find new friends. And life goes on after awhile. So. My existence has been so weak and insignificant. Life goes on. Nothing will change. It will just be like an invisible guy disappearing. No one will notice, no one will care.
Sometimes i wonder. Is it really worth it? I mean, life is so tough. Why not just give up? Standing on the roof, looking down into oblivion. All that it takes is just one step. One step. The shortcut to the groundfloor. Maybe then, we can break free. Maybe then, we are free from the clutches of life. Maybe then, we can finally be free, just like birds. And we can finally spread our hidden wings and fly. Fly to a place where there are no limits. Fly to a place where dreams can be reality instead of being just a projection of false hope. Fly among the clouds, fly in the heavens.
The dark side of our minds. Don't be too vulnerable, because that is when It will strike; when you are at your weakest.
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