Tuesday, February 17, 2015

My best is never enough.

To you, i am just another replaceable dancer. To you, i am never good enough. To you, i am just someone incapable of doing anything right.

Yes, i know i dont have any talent in dancing. I dont have flexibility, i dont have strength, i learn slow, i cant use my emotions to dance, i make alot of mistakes. And yes, i know hongjun is a very talented dancer, he dances well and basically does a better job than me. BUT NO ONE WORKS HARDER THAN ME WHEN IT COMES TO DANCING I CAN BET WITH YOU. I got to the standard i am at now, all due to sheer hard work. I climbed out of the shithole because i worked so fucking hard to perfect my imperfections. I try my best at everything i do. SO WHO ARE YOU TO JUST TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING I'VE WORKED FOR??

By telling him to learn my moves and take over me, what the fuck do you think i would feel?? So basically, from the beginning til now, all my work hard, all my extra effort put in, all the blood and sweat spent, all the energy i invested, so now they all go down the drain as if they never existed?? W o w thanks so much man. At that moment when you said those few words, my entire mood just went deep underground. I felt such a strong urge to just slam my prop onto the ground, pack up my bag and just leave.

Fine then, if you want it that way, hj can just replace me for all i care. Then i quit, i give up. Do whatever the fuck you want, i dont care anymore. Just take it that you have lost a student, because this student's soul for dance has been broken by your words. No more. Do what you want, i no longer give a fuck.

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