No one.

No one will ever understand the pain that i am going through. All these emotions. All these dark thoughts. All the tears i've cried every night. Yeah guys cry too, because they have feelings. Or maybe its just cause i am weak.

I've never felt so alone in my life before. Who can ever understand how i feel rn? Who can ever understand the pain? It's killing me, literally. And everyday i'm just struggling to survive, struggling to stay afloat. Fuck. Why doesn't anyone spare a thought for me?! Why? I'm just so fucking insignificant. I am invisible. Yeah. If i disappeared, no one would care. I mean. Who actually notices the little things i do? I sacrificed so much. Yet no one is willing to do the same back. What the fuck am i even doing. Why do i even care so much.

No one can understand how i feel. Everything is in a mess. LIFE. WHY DO YOU WANT TO TAKE EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME. ISNT ALL THESE ENOUGH?! WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS?? Why. Tell me why. Thanks to you, i am broken. I am lost. I am dead.

I am sick and tired of life. I am fed-up. Enough is enough. Why dont you just fucking take my life then, since you simply love taking away all that is mine. I'm tired of living. I'm tired of caring. No one even notices the sacrifices i've made. And no one is willing to make sacrifices for me too. As if life wasnt miserable enough, more fucktards decide to come and make things worse.

Let's evaluate things, shall we? Purpose in life: none. Direction in life: none. Flaws: everything. Goodpoints: useless anyways. No one cares. If you really do care, then you would dare to sacrifice just for me. I mean, I did. I sacrificed for everyone. I always do. Im always the one giving in, always the one silently helping, always the one sacrificing. Im tired. Im tired of all these shit. No one understands me. No one ever bothers to sacrifice. No one truly cares.

Let's not say goodbye. Instead, goodnight.